Can’t be fussed about anything

bo chap is ze middle name

work k.i.l.l.s…………..and a gullable adult doesn’t October 9, 2008

Filed under: I'm a slave for...........Work,Quote,Renzi-Ramblings — renzi @ 11:04 pm

Yeap…i said it – work kills. Work kills your time, drains your energy, saps every ounce of brain juice from you. Previously when I was soooo tired, I even managed to coin and tell my colleague a phrase that i was “drain bead” : go figure.

Anyway work’s a little…erm… how should I put it, sucky. But that’s life sometimes right? For many nights since I got back from my 2 weeks of leave (heaven~~~) I’ve been working pretty late. I hope I can get off work by 7.30 tomorrow cos I’ve a date……with my cousins 🙂 I can’t wait! TGIF indeed!

Hmmm one more thing…my brother said that he needed a “gullible adult” so that he could bet with him/her that if he could poke a hole through a potato with a straw, he would get $5.
I thought about it – how do you actually do it???
Man…this is not a matter of whether I’m naive, but whether I’m dumb?? 😛 Oh dear… is it some sciency fact? argh this is kill my sleep tonight.



work, work, work…that’s all we do eh? December 13, 2007

Filed under: I'm a slave for...........Work — renzi @ 12:46 pm

nothing much to say…work’s making us adults hur hur…

i dun wanna grow up…

i dun wanna deal with events like departures/deaths, anniversaries, responsibilities…

it’s too much…

And basket! My stupid workplace blocks EVERYTHING. Especially when you’re bored and you want to take a rest, you can’t access almost all blogs, picture sites and mobile subscribers…booooooo…boo to red-tape…boo to work… i wanna find a rich boy and marry him and spend the rest of my life…actually i really won’t know wat to do if i’m not working…forget that. Eitherways…boo to red-tape, boo to surveillance, boo to whatever else there is.

I’m so nonchalant these days i disgust myself 😛


Col 1:29 June 22, 2007

Filed under: I'm a slave for...........Work,Quote — renzi @ 11:32 am

To this end I labor, struggling with all his energy, which so powerfully works in me


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I just want you to know who I am. May 8, 2007

And I’d give up forever to touch you
‘Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You’re the closest to heaven that I’ll ever be
And I don’t want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
‘Cause sooner or later it’s over
I just don’t want to miss you tonight

And I don’t want the world to see me
‘Cause I don’t think that they’d understand
When everything’s made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can’t fight the tears that ain’t coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you’re alive

And I don’t want the world to see me
‘Cause I don’t think that they’d understand
When everything’s made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

On my way to work today, while squeezing with half the population of Singapore, I happened to hear this song on the radio. Iris (by the Goo Goo Dolls) really brings back alot of memories. This song reminds me of a special friend whom I’ve known since post-JC days. For some stupid reason, he supposedly liked me and he bought me the Goo Goo Dolls album. As cheesy as it may sound, he asked me to listen to the lyrics of the song. 🙂

Those were the days when we used to hang out and drown ourselves silly on Kilkenny (did I spell that right?), much to the point that his then-girlfriend got really upset.

Those were the days that the same silly man had the audicity to request to (I know I’ll hear the ladies gasp when I mention this) hold my hand under the table when his then-girlfriend was present.

And those were those good days when he was just a great buddy. He could have other things in mind of course and some may condemn him, calling him dodgy but hey..he’s still a dear friend of mine right now and I’m glad to have met him. 6 years down the road after watching him well grow up even more, you’ll never believe but He’s now a proud daddy of a 1-year-old boy and I’m really happy for him. Of course I wouldn’t reveal his name to protect the privacy and interest of his son (hur hur hur) but ifffff you are reading this, you know who you are. 😉

My dear friend… I can’t wait to meet up with you to reminisce (yes I’m horrid at spelling) and laugh at what we did when we were much younger. Well I’m really glad to have met you through the wierdest circumstances and yeah… thanks for probably being one of the first to realise the horrific truths of this world 😛 Take care for now, and till I meet u again!


Bitterness tastes awful. April 29, 2007

Filed under: I'm a slave for...........Work,Myself,Quote,Sermons — renzi @ 2:11 pm

“Bitterness profits no one. It definitely doesn’t profit me. It’s not part of my character. Sure, I went through it – but I’m human. But I overcame that.”

I’m sure James Miller had it worse because he served 25 years of his prison sentence and subsequently was cleared of rape because of new DNA evidence. This was quite inspiring to me at least and I’m glad I came across this in the newspapers today. And for Miller, he really got it worse. I cannot even try to imagine being in prison for a day (for one I’m still slightly afraid of the dark). His ability to forgive and forget amazes me.

Well… like I mentioned in my previous entry about my previous workplace, I’m over being bitter – it really doesn’t help anyone anyway. I’ve moved on already and well…it’s really no use harbouring anything against anyone. Ultimately if you do that, well… you’ll be the ONLY feeling the effects of feeling pissed at others. It’s really no use. Anyway in Pastor Yang’s sermon today, it really hit me and he challenged all of us for the 40-day-fast of not criticising. I will try.

🙂 Oh oh…last but not least (yes I’ve saved the best for last) Praise God! I’ve got a job! WhhhhhhEEEEEeeeee Heheh…


Addendum April 28, 2007

Filed under: I'm a slave for...........Work — renzi @ 11:04 am

With regards to this certain entry that I posted a few days ago, I must clarify certain things.

I remember writing this “And only when I clarified things with the Managing Director (MD) did I realise that that particular arsehole (PA) was just playing games with our minds.” – OKKKAAAAaaaaaaAYYYY PA doesn’t mean the initials of someone’s name. PA was merely an acronym for “particular arsehole”… same goes for MD (ie Managing Director). Okayyy, yes I must admit that I’m a little lazy to continuously put the phrase particular arsehole so I put the shortform of the particular arsehole. I must clear the air for this (thanks sooooo damn much for highlighting this to me). Because I just realised there is actually a certain PA in the firm too (soooo sorry about that). That “particular arsehole” definitely isn’t PA. If I want to be more vicious, I would have put the initials of that particular arsehole’s name but what’s the point? 🙂

There you have it.