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bo chap is ze middle name

2 weeks off! Whoo! September 24, 2008

Filed under: Funny,Memories,Myself — renzi @ 2:46 pm

On monday, I went to Alexandra Hospital for my wisdom teeth extraction. The dentist arranged to have 2 removed. She actually asked whether I wanted to go under GA and take all four out, i wasn’t that adventurous after hearing SOOOO many horror stories and having gone under the knife myself before (to remove 4 teeth).

Sooooooo… i plucked up enough courage, and with the help of Ms Swimmer and her boy, and went ahead with it. At first I was so scared…I requested to play my mp3s and the dentist/surgeon obliged. I started playing worship songs and praising God. I heard the drilling intensify and so I increased my volume, continued praising Him. In less than 20 min, they asked me to sit up as it was done. Amazing. God was with me through this. Never could do this kinda things, without him 🙂

Praise him!

Anyway I’ll prob put up a few photos on my teeth. Hur hur. I told Ms Swimmer that I kept ALL my teeth that I extracted. She said I was gross. hur hur. Well, I took some photos already. Am ready to gross her out, then throw away my 6 teeth. 🙂

All the best to her later hur hur (when I show it to her )

Time to get out of here…looking for liquids to fill me up. I’m super super hungry from not eating decent food. Sob…

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Chor Lor is my middle name. May 14, 2007

Filed under: Diary Flashbacks,Geylang Methodist Secondary,Memories — renzi @ 9:40 am

I wrote this on Saturday and unfortunately, I was unable to even log onto wordpress then…

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I finally got back my diaries from Karen. If I’m not wrong I’ve about 14 diaries to my name.
These diaries are priceless I tell you (and yes, if there’s a fire in my house, one of the things I would grab is the bag of diaries).

I’ve been writing diaries since I was in Primary School. Then, my form teacher was telling the class that if we adopted the habit of writing diaries, our command of the English Language would improve dramatically and yes, naive chubby little Renee followed Mrs Tan’s advice. I haven’t stopped since. I mean the means of penning down my thoughts have only been electronically stored but other than that… I guess it’s still the same eh?

I was going through one of the many diaries I had and I really had a good laugh. For this particular diary, I shared it with Catherine, one of my close buddies from my ECA group in secondary school (ie Geylang Methodist Secondary School Concert Band). This book had mainly my thoughts because most of the time when Cat possessed the book, she would be too busy studying, and ahhh….well, I had a lot of time, since I wasn’t studying much. I spent most of my afternoons indulging in my silly monologues.

“…On the way I saw my friend (one of my kors) so (you know my usual slap on the back?) I just slapped him and jokingly asked for my CD-rom game back. To my surprise, he got so mad, he just lashed out at me! 😐 yeah! He just walked off, so me, the dummy, stood there for a while before I went to join Xiu and Eemin! Hai! Then the two said I was so tom-boyish.” [16 Jan 2000 – 11.11pm]

“…After the movie, I went with Anne to buy things, I bought earrings and a chain. 😛 I broke my chain that day….you know how? I was working and suddenly I just pretended I was being robbed and…er… heh! I pulled out my chain…it obviously broke lah! 😛 hehe! So rough eh?” [23 Feb 2000 – 1.15pm]

I noticed in at least 2 entries when I mentioned that I was very very rough. I was tickled because yes, I was known to be one of the boys, even in secondary school. I was even more amused at the second excerpt because I simply can’t believe how boliao I was. Anyway speaking of being boisterous, Oh well *shrug* It hasn’t changed much I suppose. I’ve changed a little, become slightly more lady-like, so I think! 🙂

So much memories… I shall take today to read this diary and laugh at myself. Some childish moments, frustrating teenage moments and classic Renzi-sms ought to be savoured from time to time…

 

I just want you to know who I am. May 8, 2007

And I’d give up forever to touch you
‘Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You’re the closest to heaven that I’ll ever be
And I don’t want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
‘Cause sooner or later it’s over
I just don’t want to miss you tonight

And I don’t want the world to see me
‘Cause I don’t think that they’d understand
When everything’s made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can’t fight the tears that ain’t coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you’re alive

And I don’t want the world to see me
‘Cause I don’t think that they’d understand
When everything’s made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

On my way to work today, while squeezing with half the population of Singapore, I happened to hear this song on the radio. Iris (by the Goo Goo Dolls) really brings back alot of memories. This song reminds me of a special friend whom I’ve known since post-JC days. For some stupid reason, he supposedly liked me and he bought me the Goo Goo Dolls album. As cheesy as it may sound, he asked me to listen to the lyrics of the song. 🙂

Those were the days when we used to hang out and drown ourselves silly on Kilkenny (did I spell that right?), much to the point that his then-girlfriend got really upset.

Those were the days that the same silly man had the audicity to request to (I know I’ll hear the ladies gasp when I mention this) hold my hand under the table when his then-girlfriend was present.

And those were those good days when he was just a great buddy. He could have other things in mind of course and some may condemn him, calling him dodgy but hey..he’s still a dear friend of mine right now and I’m glad to have met him. 6 years down the road after watching him well grow up even more, you’ll never believe but He’s now a proud daddy of a 1-year-old boy and I’m really happy for him. Of course I wouldn’t reveal his name to protect the privacy and interest of his son (hur hur hur) but ifffff you are reading this, you know who you are. 😉

My dear friend… I can’t wait to meet up with you to reminisce (yes I’m horrid at spelling) and laugh at what we did when we were much younger. Well I’m really glad to have met you through the wierdest circumstances and yeah… thanks for probably being one of the first to realise the horrific truths of this world 😛 Take care for now, and till I meet u again!

 

Lips of an Angel (Artiste: Hinder) March 18, 2007

Filed under: Lyrics,Memories — renzi @ 1:34 pm

Hahahaha….this song has a really good tune and somehow it kinda brings back old memories of, well, when I was younger. Happy birthday to a certain someone who turns a quarter of a century today! Have a good blessed one and I’ll see you soon 😉

Honey why you callin me so late
It’s kinda hard to talk right now
Honey why you cryin
Is everything ok
I gotta whisper cause I can’t be too loud

Well my girls in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on

It’s really good to hear your voice
Sayin my name
It sounds so sweet
Comin from the lips of an angel
Hearin those words
It makes me weak

And I Dont
Never want to say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It’s funny that you’re callin me tonight
And yes I dreamt of you too
Does he know your talkin’ to me?
Will it start a fight?
No, I don’t think she has a clue

Well, my girls in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on

It’s really good to hear your voice
Sayin my name
It sounds so sweet
Comin from the lips of an angel
Hearin those words
It makes me weak

And I Dont
Never want to say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It’s really good to hear your voice
Sayin my name it sounds so sweet
Comin from the lips of an angel
Hearin those words
It makes me weak

And I Dont
Never want to say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

Never want to say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

Honey why you callin me so late?

 

You will still be missed. March 11, 2007

Filed under: ACJC,Disturbing,Family,Memories,Myself — renzi @ 11:50 pm

Hmm another year has passed. Today’s Mama‘s death anniversary, well at least it should be, since I overheard Mother talking to my other grandmother about her. It still feels like yesterday when well, I received the news via SMS from Mother, that Mama had passed away. 😦

Anyway today I went to the Travel fair with Nic. We spent less than 15 min there before we headed to the IT fair. I’m not really a techie so well, I just browsed through stalls, squeezing with at least 1/4 of the population of Singapore. It was CROWDED, and at least 10 people stepped on my toes. To make matters worse, there were no babes, nor hunks. Hahaha… I guess at least Nic did some shopping. This is just a passing remark but, somehow at some angles, Nic does remind me physically alot like Kangfei. I always have to shake my head and constantly tell myself that they are two different people. Oh well…Kangfei, you’ll be dearly missed, still, by many of your friends.

 

Will I? March 1, 2007

Filed under: Lyrics,Memories — renzi @ 2:35 pm

Thinking of the fear I’ve had for so long.
When somebody hears,
Listen to the fear that’s gone.
Strangled by the wishes of pater,
Hoping for the arm of mater,
Get to me sooner or later,

Nothing ever could, yeah.
I’ll keep holding on,
I’ll keep holding on,
I’ll keep holding on,
I’ll keep holding on.

Chance for me to escape from all I know.
Holding back the tears.
There’s nothing here has grown.
I’ve wasted all my tears,
Wasted all those years.
Nothing had the chance to be good,

Nothing ever could, yeah.
I’ll keep holding on,

I’ll keep holding on,
I’ll keep holding on,
I’ll keep holding on.
So tight.

 

jinx jinx, where art thou, jinxxx February 9, 2007

Filed under: Friends,Memories,Photos — renzi @ 10:24 am

Us Nielle, Jinx and meeeeeee

Arnie babes, Jinx and I Arnie babes, Jinx and I

For the past few months, I’ve been meeting up with Jingxi n Nielle, quite sad that she’s going to leave for Melbourne. Well, I hope to see her at least one more time, other than in church before she leaves.

Come to think of it, we’ve known each other since I was in primary 2…WOW, gosh, that’s like 16 friggin years! I’m amazed. I’m glad we kept in contact and we’re still really good friends. Those were the days when we were playin catching downstairs, playing waterbombs with Jingkai and her…not to mention the gorging and the constant same movie (Pretty Woman).

Sniffles…I’ll miss you gal!

For more photos of our times together, click here.