Can’t be fussed about anything

bo chap is ze middle name

Happy Birthday Dommieeeeee June 4, 2007

Filed under: Birthdays,Friends,Quickie-Shouties — renzi @ 10:00 am

dommiiieeDear Mr Eu Kum Wah (erm..hope i got that right),

Happy blessed birthday to you! Time really flies eh? I mean we’ve known each other for practically 7-8 years! Just wanna take this opportunity to wish you a happy happy birthday! May God continue to provide richly and bless you greatly (with your sweet girlfriend and of coruse cute friends like me :P), even as you press on in your journey with him 🙂 Thanks also, for being such a great concerned buddy when I was down and all! Take care for now and….meet up soon!

From your ex girlfriend (HUR HUR HUR), renziiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii 🙂


Thanks guys… June 2, 2007

Filed under: Friends,Quickie-Shouties — renzi @ 1:22 pm

a quick shoutout to those who messaged me during the tough period. Your love goes a long way and I love you all!!!

Quickies to those who contacted me after finding out about, Gabs…Mr Dodgy, Kenneth, Ah Kor (Danny), Susu, Karena, Fiona, Nielle, Geok Pei, Avril, Juls, Winston, Lionel Ng, Jas (my cousin), Jon T,….

Thanks also, to those who just thought of message/call me out of the blue and well, basically consoled me as well…thanks to Kee kee, Chengy, Cindy Vo, Jan Sin, Pseudo Boyfriend, Randall, Derrick, Derong, Mark Harrison, Seann and whoever I missed out.

Really appreciate it. And for the rest who well I’ve left out (and have actually asked to pray for Gabs in one way or other), thanks so much! Love you guys!!!


You were right. May 17, 2007

Filed under: Friends,Lyrics,Quickie-Shouties — renzi @ 5:58 pm

I recommend getting your heart trampled on to anyone
I recommend walking around naked in your living room
Swallow it down (what a jagged little pill)
It feels so good (swimming in your stomach)
Wait until the dust settles

You live you learn
You love you learn
You cry you learn
You lose you learn
You bleed you learn
You scream you learn

I recommend biting off more then you can chew to anyone
I certainly do
I recommend sticking your foot in your mouth at any time
Feel free
Throw it down (the caution blocks you from the wind)
Hold it up (to the rays)
You wait and see when the smoke clears

You live you learn
You love you learn
You cry you learn
You lose you learn
You bleed you learn
You scream you learn

You grieve you learn
You choke you learn
You laugh you learn
You choose you learn
You pray you learn
You ask you learn
You live you learn


Today, I’ve been severely distracted due to various reasons. And at some point, I thought of one person – Ken. He used to own the pub outside my place and late last year he sold the business. It did upset me but I knew it was coming because he was looking for potential buyers for the longest time. I FINALLY found his photo in (the later part of 2006) inmy other blog and decided to put it here. Ken and I

Well, my dear, I know you don’t read this but I really miss you (mental note to message the bugger after I type this). And guess what, you were right about something and thanks for warning me. Too bad I didn’t heed your advice but hmmm guess we live, we learn yeah? I hope to meet up with you really soon, have a few drinks, and shamelessly close your eyes AND still beat me in pool!



Rongyang is my EX-pseudo boyfWen May 10, 2007

Filed under: Conversations,Quickie-Shouties,Quote — renzi @ 1:55 pm

Hur hur hur… I just HAD TO say it 🙂

My dear pseudo boy just reached Nepal. Before that I met up with him on Tuesday, with Keith. I haven’t seen either of them for the longest time. Once again they were taking the piss out of me (not that I mind really, because I’ve always been the butt of many people’s jokes for some reason).

Keith had to once again remind me that he would rather fuck a goat that ever be caught kissing or doing anything with me. I shudder at the very thought of us doing anything together! G-R-O-S-S with capital letters!~

And Rongyang, my dearest darling, HADDDDD TOOOO also agree and added (this I’ve to write down) “I would rather fuck a…(dramatic pause)… chair” than fuck me. W.O.W. Now I’m compared in inanimate objects as well? 🙂 Hahaha… That split second was really classic because as he was saying that fuck-a-chair sentence, I could see he that despite his calm exterior, through his eyes, he was looking frantically for something to mention. And wala! The first thing that caught his glance was…

…a chair.

🙂 Stupid boys…

Anyway psuedo darling (and the rest of the darlings on their trip to Japan) have a superb trip!


Sleepy ramblings May 3, 2007

Filed under: Lyrics,Quickie-Shouties,Renzi-Ramblings — renzi @ 4:57 pm

The miles are getting longer, it seems,
The closer I get to you.
I’ve not always been the best man or friend for you.
But your love, it makes true.
And I don’t know why.
You always seem to give me another try.

So I’m going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I’m not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don’t regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old,
So I’m going home.
I’m going home.

This song’s from one of the American Idol finalists, Chris Daughtry? Yeah, his songs/tunes are my kind and I simply love it. I guess it has the alternative element to it and well, it’s pretty catchy – very nickleback. 😀 Oh…and this song reminds me of someone I shall not mention hehe

Anyway I’m at the office right now and I’m swarmed with work. I’ve got quite a lot of research to do and I’m enjoying it but I guess I’m very tired now so I decided to take a break. 🙂

A few shoutouts to my darlings –

1) Alvin and Pseudo Boyfriend (ie RY) hahaha thanks for meeting up with me yesterday for dinner and SPIDERMAN3 oh oh and thanks for the pretty, red jacket!!! Of course it’s one of my favourite birthday gifts *wink*

2) Jon – this stupid idiot met up with me on Monday (if I remember correctly) for dinner and he said I looked 29…sniffles. Stupid stupid… I wont marry u in a years time because technically I still have a long more while to go before I turn 30 (i’m only 18…tsk 😛 ). Thanks for dining with me and of course watching Wildhogs with me. I always love the company!

3) Karen – hur hur… you dragged me outta house to pig out. Oh well, haven’t done tat in ages and I’m glad we got to spend time with each other (and the other time at Scruffy’s).

4) The rest of the girls (u noe who u are) – hehehe I’m still glad we’re friends *wink* I know we’re gonna have a superb time next friday. Hang in there!

zzz.. back to work!


harpie bird-day two mi April 1, 2007

(that’s my msn nick hahaha)

Yes, once again… I’m one year older and well, frankly it’s not really my best birthday. Then again, I dread my birthdays, not because it’s on the First of April, but well, bad things always happen on my birthday. *shrug*

Anyway just a shoutout to all those who have sms-ed, msn-ed and called me. I’lll talk about the SMSes soon, but yeah, for those who have called me, especially from overseas, thanks so damn much – I feel the LURVE! People like… Persis, Humpa (Bryan), Kee Kee, and those in Singapore like Keith, Lai, Alvin, Aaron, Karen…Thanks so much for taking time out of your busy schedules to call me. I love you all sooooo much 🙂

Also, for those who have MSN-ed me. Friends like Zac, Pseudo bf (Rongyang), Jemie, Christie, Susu… Thanks for the MSN msgs…Love you guys toooooo!

Oh oh, one last thing…a big thank you for the treats the past few days… People like

1)Weiliang, Yvonne, Joel (who bought me a small little cute cake on Friday),

2) My former MD (Terence) who bought me drinks on Friday,

3) KAREN ONG GEOK PEI my bestie who bought me dinner (Crystal Jade) and who watched me cry…

4) Thanks to Nielle who bought me a nice Lacoste Bag (it’s in a nice RED….I’m soooo in love with the bag, it’s cute!), and oh oh…

5) I would like to thank Kenneth for the ring (it’s nice). It’s pretty and I’ve always wanted one!

6) Thanks to my great girlies from work, who bought me dinner for my birthday – I love you three: Avril, Gerri and Juls!

7) My cell group members who bought me a nice book and a cake. Since I’ve the time to read it…I shall do so soon!

8) My parents for the nice meal today!

Well… I’ve no work tomorrow so that means I can afford to sleep late. More about that soon… 🙂 So…that means I can type out my email to my MD, well former MD since I’ve left the company already (I’m officially unemployed), and watch UGLY BETTY. WHeeeee!

Once again, for now, thanks for the MSN msgs, the gifts, the SMSes. Well this is really Love, to me…thanks for showering care and concern unconditionally, even though sometimes I’m a bitch and I probably don’t deserve it…I love you guys so damn much!

Part 2…to be continued!


I’m glad to have sweet friends like these peeps. March 29, 2007

I got a text from a good friend today (yesterday too) and I thought it was really sweet of him. I guess in the midst of all the bullshit, I’m really glad I’ve got really sweet friends. His SMS reads

“enjoy ur day…it is not easy but i am sure u will find strength within ur pals..take care n talk to u gals in a week n a half”

Well…I enjoyed dinner with you and the rest last night. You have a good trip up there and I’ll see you soon my dear friend 😉 Oh yeah, and thanks for the really advanced birthday greeting!


And my dear boyfriend at work, thanks for cheering me up to by your dramatic hilarious msg, saying

“Does this mean you are still my girlfriend till further notice haha”

He’s sooooo funny! Hahahaha


And one last shoutout to my dear Chengy. Thanks so much for the constant SMSes. They really brighten my days with your thoughtfulness. Messages like the following really make me feel loved. 🙂

Hey susu, renzi and daryl, just to say i miss you girls heaps. have a good day. tk care hugz

Hey girl, recover fr ur sick d? Got tk medicine? Recover fast k and hope ya doin OK at work. Hugz

Hey girl, How u? Working now? Dun drink too much k. Tk care of your liver r. Haha Love ya. Nights

Love you gal!


Last person whom I love and adore, well, and deserves a good shoutout and hug (if I can, I would) is…. *drum roll* Jonathan Ong Eemin, my best butty from Secondary School. He sent me an SMS a week ago “reporting” to me, saying…

Hey butt…its me. Sorry i took such a long time to settle down n contact u. Have been thinkin bout u heaps lately.. Hope all is going well at ur side. I’m doin well here. Will call soon when I get everything in order. Miss ya, Ass.

I’ll see you soon. Hopefully I can go to Oz to see u, and the rest of my mates! 😉


Let me promise..this will be the last(est) SMS… *crosses fingers* This girl comes from the humble country of Brunei and I was quite surprised to actually receive a msg from her. Thanks for the msg Wani… Thanks for making me feel loved and well, that you actually remember me and are still thinking of me from time to time. I really miss the times that we were bumming, especially after our last papers.

Hi girl! Wani here, jst letting u knw dis is my contact. Hehe hw u? Gong zi fa cai in advance! Take care renee!

Well…an act of SMS-ing takes less than 5 minutes and really, I appreciate it woman! It’s really the little things that count. Thanks so much!