Out of Reach January 9, 2007

Knew the signs
Wasn’t right
I was stupid for a while
Swept away by you
And now I feel like a fool
So confused,
My heart’s bruised
Was I ever loved by you?

Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn’t see
We were never
Meant to be

Catch myself
From despair
I could drown
If I stay here
Keeping busy everyday
I know I will be OK

But I was
So confused,
My heart’s bruised
Was I ever loved by you?

Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn’t see
We were never
Meant to be

So much hurt,
So much pain
Takes a while
To regain
What is lost inside
And I hope that in time,
You’ll be out of my mind
And I’ll be over you

But now I’m
So confused,
My heart’s bruised
Was I ever loved by you?

Out of reach,
So far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn’t see
We were never
Meant to be

Out of reach,
So far
You never gave your heart
In my reach, I can see
There’s a life out there
For me

Love me or hate me

That’s my line – love me or hate me. I love that line. It does show a little indifference, actually it lets you in how I’m like. This line does indicate that I’m defiant. That’s me I guess. Some people I’ve come across lately have commented that I’m defiant. Sigh…I don’t know what to say about that. But that’s not my point in this entry.

What I’d like to talk about is Indifference.

Indifference is the strongest force in the universe. It makes everything it touches meaningless. Love and hate don’t stand a chance against it (Joan Vinge).

I don’t like people being indifferent to me. In fact I hate it. Wait, moment please. Don’t get me wrong. I don’t care whether acquaintances are like that to me, because they are just…people who know me on the surface. BUT I hate it when my close friends do that to me.

I’m, by nature, a person who reacts by reaction. And if a person does not react to what I’ve said or done (when I expect something), then it would make me agitated and…somewhat upset.

As what Jules Michelet clearly states “The indifference of men, far more than their tyranny, is the torment of women.” How true is that.

Hmmm… To me, if I get a reaction, that means at least the person cares. That’s what I think. It may sound a bit screwed up but that’s what I think. Hahaha… I mean seriously, I’d rather someone, especially my closer friends, get pissed than not even get any reaction from him/her. That’s the worst treatment you can EVER give me. =) Because of indifference, one dies before one actually dies (Elie Wiesel)

George Bernard Shaw summarises “The worst sin towards our fellow creatures is not to hate them, but to be indifferent to them; that’s the essence of inhumanity.”

Indeed.

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Happieeeee birdddd–daaaeee

I’m being retarded there… =P

Anyway just last year, maybe 2-3 weeks ago, we celebrated TY’s birthday. It was quite funny because …

Hehe… He was really hesistant becauseeeee….we asked him to open the box (but it couldnt possibly be a woman wrapped in a box? hehe)

Consideration…

Wah! A muffin!!! =)

Hahahaha…we were KEEEEEED-inggggg…. Check out TY’s amused face!